Time for Change

Many things have changed over the past year.

My life is currently in a state of major change, and it's stressful and uncertain. 

The change is a necessary change, but not a popular change among those involved.

This change is humbling, and wrought with a sense of failure and regret, along with a sense of freshness and excitement of better times ahead.

There is sadness and relief.
There is nervousness and anxiety.
There is peace and calm.
There is exhaustion and renewal.

There are feelings of isolation and feelings of being trapped.

There is an overwhelming feeling of hope that the right decision has been made, and that the other person gets it, understands what's happening, is not living in denial....even though he is.

The movement of going forward is what propels me to go on, on to the new life that this change is bringing.

Change creates a fire beneath us.

When one person changes, it makes others around you change.

It's dynamic, there is movement.

You must move.

You choose the direction.

And walk in it.

A Year

A year of searching, A year of exploring, A year of discovery, A year of derailment, A year of going off track, A year of floundering, A year of reprioritizing, A year of consumption, A year of complication, A year of losing sight, A year of circling, A year of doing it on my own, A year of difficult choices, A year of endings, A year of sadness, A year of depression, A year of new beginnings, A year of finally facing the truth, A year of letting go, A year of coming back, A year of finding myself, and finding my Savior waiting, patiently waiting.